Though no one still reads the random spews of crap that I say or post, I shall anyways.
They finally figured out whats up with me after all these years of doctors, tests, medications etc.
Seems to be that I have something called type 3 bi-polar, looked it up, and bloody hell kinda makes sence. So anyways I have no choic but to take these little satablizer pills called Lithum, not too sure that I want to, but you can't always live your life in your own personal version of hell. Not that I'm complaining, I made myself a nic little den, pool table, bar down here, but it's time no move forward I guess.
To all of those who may still read these